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Truth Seeker

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Why do you believe what you believe?

It’s a question that regularly crosses my mind as I scroll through my social media feeds. Housed in these digital courthouses, a plethora of issues are discussed daily. Sometimes in civil, respectful ways. Sometimes with toxic abhorrence.

There are times that logging onto Facebook feels like I’m walking into a 5th grade science fair where the majority of students have chosen to make one of those baking soda and vinegar “volcanoes.” Instead of these two common household items, insert any opposing commonly held belief system – whether political, religious, social, or even just about sports! Pressure builds, bubbles, and finally releases in an explosive decision. Maybe in the form of harmful language typed the person would never say to another’s face. Or possibly with the unfriending or eliminating someone from your virtual friend pool.

The contentious climate our nation finds itself in has created more of this than ever. Whether it concerns the COVID-19 pandemic, race relations and societal injustice, or the upcoming election, there’s a lengthy buffet of arguments to dish out onto your plate each day.

The upheaval of society and a recent study in the book of Jeremiah has me asking myself amidst this chaos,

“Are you looking for truth?”

I find it easier to speak my thoughts on something rather than listen to another’s. I find it easier to point out other’s flaws rather than my own. I find it easier to dismiss someone because I disagree with them than building a relationship while acknowledging differences. None of these instinctual pulls jive with truth seeking. In fact, I believe these tendencies lead us to an echo chamber where we only listen to people we agree with, which is a breeding ground for deception.

In the days of Jeremiah, his homeland of Judah was in peril. God had rescued the nation of Israel from Egyptian oppression and provided them with the land He promised to their forefather Abraham. Yet they were unfaithful to God and cheated on Him with false gods. They disobeyed God and lived double lives, surrendering their hearts to idols yet claimed to still be God’s faithful “spouse.”

For their sin, God promised judgement and appointed Jeremiah to relay this message to the people that they might repent, return to God, and once again enjoy His blessing on their land. They didn’t listen.

“Run to and fro through the streets of Jerusalem, look and take note! Search her squares to see if you can find a man, one who does justice and seeks truth, that I may pardon her. Though they say, ‘As the LORD lives,’ yet they swear falsely. O LORD, do not your eyes look for the truth? You have struck them down, but they felt no anguish; you have consumed them, but they refused to take correction. They have made their faces harder than rock; they have refused to repent.” Jeremiah 5:1-3

Despite the discipline they received, the people were too blind and hardened to be convinced of the truth. They chose a lie instead. What did they do to one who told them something they didn’t want to hear? They persecuted Jeremiah. They sought his life, mocked, and berated him and regarded him as a laughingstock. However, the people of Judah weren’t laughing when the prophesied “disaster from the north…a destroyer of nations” or Babylon, came and conquered Jerusalem in 587 B.C.

Truth and justice, as mentioned in the text, was not sought by anyone in the streets of Jerusalem. If it had been, they undoubtedly would have returned to God who is truth and is justice, and God in His grace would have spared the whole city. The evidence didn’t matter to them and neither did truth. They sought what they wanted to seek, and it earned them desolation.

I want to be careful here. I’m not saying America is Judah. But I do see many modern parallels that are addressed by this text when examined in its context. Truth is impartial, as is its creator. It doesn’t have a political affiliation or skin color. Man is not the author of it, no matter how bad we might want to be. Nobody is immune to ignoring the truth and seeking a lie. As one deals with God, so they deal with truth.

I’m also reminded as I write of the maddening refusal of the religious leaders in Jesus’ day to accept the fact that He raised a man named Lazarus from the dead. Instead of considering that Jesus may be who He claimed to be with this miracle as proof, they conspired on how to kill Lazarus. They would rather destroy the evidence, than accept the conclusion to which it pointed.

This tragic rejection of truth would be outdone when Jesus rose from the dead after laying His life down that the sins of mankind may be forgiven. When the guards standing outside the tomb told the religious leaders what had happened, once again, they denied the undeniable and circulated a theory that the disciples had come and stolen Jesus’ dead body. They didn’t want the truth, so they didn’t want Jesus.

As we navigate the complex issues of our time, may we run to God who is the truth. Not a political talk show, not social media, not what we’ve always heard, and especially not ourselves. May we seek truth and examine the source of our beliefs. May this practice drive us to “the way, the truth and the life,” Jesus Christ.

Scripture References:

Jeremiah 2:26-28 – Judah’s condition during Jeremiah’s time.

Jeremiah 4:6-7 – A “destroyer of nations” is their punishment.

Jeremiah 4:14 – God calls Jerusalem (and all of Judah) to repent.

Jeremiah 5:1-3 – They refuse to repent.

John 12:9-11 – They would rather kill Lazarus than believe in Jesus who raised him from the dead.

Matthew 27:62-28:15 – Jesus rises from the dead before their eyes, they try and cover up the evidence.

John 14:1-7 – Jesus is the way, the truth, and the life.

For Him

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Sometimes the smooth gradient of everyday life is confronted with a question.

These questions are rarely the sort that demand an answer in the moment, making them easy to limbo underneath. These sorts of questions threaten to rattle our comfortable way of life. So, we naturally avoid contemplation because it often brings friction.

Eventually though, the questions become unavoidable. Life circumstances have a way of continually bringing us back to the same questions no matter how good we are at avoiding them.

This is especially the case with one question that has resided in my mind since my early adolescence.

“Why do I exist?”

This is a question that I am confident most ask at some point in their life.

Some try to do the most good they can in hopes that it will somehow positively benefit them in whatever happens after death. Others see pleasure as the ultimate goal of their existence and reject any notion of an afterlife. Many even believe there is no reason for their existence, they just exist.

These are only several of the many explanations we come up with for the “why” of our existence.

How often do we say “why” to that why?

What I mean is, are you truly satisfied with the understanding of your existence? Do you ever question it, even if you are confident you have it figured out? One genuinely seeking truth questions and is not afraid to place their own preconceived notions under the microscope.

I have found great comfort in what the Bible teaches regarding our existence and the more I live, the more I see its truth. Rather than existing simply for our own sake, our existence is not ultimately about us. As Colossians 1:16-17 states:

“For by Him all things were created, in heaven and on earth, visible and invisible, whether thrones or dominions or rulers or authorities – all things were created through Him and for Him.”

Not only are we told how we exist in this verse – which is a whole other conversation – we are taught that it is not only us, but all things that exist for Him. “Him” refers to Jesus Christ, who is called “the image of the invisible God, the firstborn of all creation” just a verse prior to the ones above.

Essentially, we are shown here that the entire package of our existence is wrapped up in God Himself. It is He that is our significance, security and purpose. In other words, when He is receiving glory, then we are fulfilling our purpose.

I find it ironic that often the biggest names of the Bible are people who actually did very little when all is said and done. It is common knowledge to our culture that Moses parted the Red Sea. But did He really hold up the two banks of water? No, God did! He simply walked across dry land.

We can reflexively admire and revere the men and women of the Bible who God used to carry out His purposes. Naturally, we do the same with ourselves, regardless of our view of God. We want the glory of God. We want to be revered. We want to have influence. We want to be admired. We are duped thinking its why we exist.

When we believe we exist for anything but God himself, we are attempting to walk upstream as a raging rapid flushes against our legs. It results in hopes that produce nothing but empty accomplishments. Yet when we agree with what God says about us – that we are His creation in existence for His glory – we flow with the current. Things are as they should be.

This does not mean that your existence suddenly becomes a cake walk when you submit it to the will of God. It does mean that you can walk with true purpose that exists outside of yourself. You can walk in works the God has prepared in advance for you to do, that HE might receive glory.

Everything is already set-up – we just need to ask Him to help us to follow Him.

I hope that the words of God will penetrate your heart and soul and you will give your answer to the question of “why do I exist” a serious second or third look.

Scripture references:

Colossians 1:15-17 – All things exist through Him and for Him.

Exodus 14 – The Israelites cross the Red Sea.

Philippians 2:13 – It is God who works in us to glorify Him through good works.

Galatians 2:10 – God prepared these good works in advance for us to do.

Because I Said So

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No child enjoys hearing these four words. They form a sentence that sends the son or daughter spiraling into a flurry of frustration, no matter the situation.

“Because I said so.”

I remember hearing these words and hating them. They made it impossible to get what I wanted. My plans didn’t prevail because a higher authority said otherwise. If I went ahead and ignored those four powerful words, I knew I could expect some sort of painful discipline.

It’s no mystery that when we’re told we can’t do something, that becomes the thing we want to do the most. But to be told we can’t do something because a certain someone said so? That’s where things get ugly.

We don’t like that because it shifts our perceived authority over our lives to someone else. It makes us feel enslaved and oppressed. We rebel and throw tantrums to try and take back some semblance of control, no matter how self-destructive.

At 25 years old, I seldom hear those words anymore but am still tempted to throw those same tantrums. It seems our world has a great way of mutely cutting us off with a wagging finger saying, “Because I said so.” How we long for the day when we can freely declare “Because I said so” and go about our business with no outside interference. Some believe that they have a self-governing life where all their decisions are made with those four simple words.

It shouldn’t take long, however, to see that we are not in control. One untimely diagnosis, one stolen credit card, one little spark catching your house on fire can all derail life as we know it. The reality of our powerlessness really tends to sneak up on us in the catastrophes. It shouldn’t have to, though.

Consider the fact that you must pay taxes. If you don’t, you’ll be thrown in prison. Does anyone really want to pay taxes? Or, take your emotions for example. Can you control how you feel? Look at something as simple as breathing. Is there a fresh air supply for your every moment because you said there would be?

What we say often doesn’t go. Even if it did, I’m not so sure we’d love the destination. I find that my way is often a way to more losses than wins.

This is why I’ve been becoming more and more okay with the truth that virtually nothing is “because I, Brian Hilton, said so.” Of course, I’m not saying that we have no ability to make decisions, but I am saying that there is one who can say those four words with no room for anyone’s rebuttal.

A lot of people don’t like that idea, which is what turns people off to God. Many have an understanding of God that is similar to their view of tyrannical dictatorships. He’s restrictive, harsh and doesn’t serve our best interests.

But if I may ask respectfully, what is the source of that understanding? Because when I open up the Bible, I see that God saves me from myself. When I look at my life, I see that I have no good thing apart from Him. When I look at my heart, I see that the only reason I can have any hope or joy at all in this life is because He says so.

Consider Romans 8:31-32 which says,

“…If God is for us, who can be against us? He who did not spare his own Son, but gave Him up for us all – how will he not also, along with Him, graciously give us all things?”

When we know God and walk with Him, we can’t lose. It is that fear of loss or being kept from something good that fuels our rebellion of His authority. But shown here, God’s absolute authority over all things is our best-case scenario.

However, it’s clarified that this is true “if God is for us.” This naturally begs the question – how do we get God to be for us? The answer to that is found in verse 32 as the author, Paul the Apostle, notes that God did not “spare his own Son but gave Him up for us all.” Why and how would God give up His Son?

The “why” is found many places throughout scripture, but pretty profoundly in the oft-quoted John 3:16 which reads,

“For God so loved the world that He gave His One and only son, that whoever believes in Him shall not perish but have eternal life.”

It’s because God loved the world that he gave His only Son. A decision prompted by love for us and the desire for our ultimate good, not some sort of power trip.

The “how” of God’s giving up of His son is well described earlier in Romans. Consider Romans 3:25-26:

“God presented Him as a sacrifice of atonement, through faith in His blood. He did this to demonstrate His justice because in His forbearance he had left the sins committed beforehand unpunished – He did it to demonstrate His justice at the present time, so as to be just and the one who justifies those who have faith in Jesus.”

So, God’s love for the world motivated him to offer His son, Jesus, as a “sacrifice of atonement” which in turn “justifies…through faith,” sinners. Every one of us falls in this “sinner” category. Evidence of sin can be found in our natural position against God. Again, we want to be the ones to say, “because I said so.”

Thankfully, we are not in authority. God is. We deserve to be judged for our sins, but through faith in Jesus Christ, we have an atonement because God said and did so. We simply must believe in Jesus and turn away from our plans, to His.

This is where I’ve found a new love for this phrase. No longer does it matter what others say about us, or even what we say about ourselves. Remember, if God is for us, who can be against us? What He says about us is what goes – and He says I’m forgiven in Jesus through faith. He says I’m His child. He says I have all that I need in Him.

While our feelings might not always grasp this due to the inevitable hardships we will still face in this life, I’m thankful for the firm foundation that what God says goes. This brings freedom, security, and true comfort that isn’t shaken by circumstance.

There’s nothing that can rival the joy I partake in considering a clamoring voice listing all my inadequacies, flaws, past, present and future sins questioning God on how I could be saved. In a calm yet firm voice, God says through Jesus –

“Because I said so.”

 

Scripture References:

Isaiah 50:8-9 – “…Behold the LORD God helps me; who will declare me guilty”

Romans 8:31-39 – “…if God is for us, who can be against us?”

1 Corinthians 4:3-4 – “…I don’t even judge myself…it is the LORD who judges me…”

Daniel 3:6 – “…we have no need to answer you in this matter…”

1 John 4:4 – “He who is in you is greater than he who is in the world…”

Romans 8:28 – “…all things work together for good for those who are called…”

Psalm 118:6 – “The LORD is on my side; I will not fear. What can man do to me?”

Revelation 12:10-11 – “…the accuser of the brethren has been thrown down…”

Forgive

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In 2011, Belgian-born Australian songwriter Gotye released a single that would change his life forever. The song was first released in Australia and New Zealand, but eventually became a global hit. Soaring up national charts, Gotye’s song nestled atop the Billboard Hot 100 list before winning two Grammys. Today, the song has been purchased over 13 million times making it one of the best-selling digital singles of all time.

The popularity of this song is intriguing, yet all the more when you listen to the lyrics.

“But you didn’t have to cut me off

Make out like it never happened and that we were nothing

And I don’t even need your love

But you treat me like a stranger and that feels so rough

No, you didn’t have to stoop so low

Have your friends collect your records and then change your number

I guess that I don’t need that though

Now you’re just somebody that I used to know”

“Somebody That I Used to Know” is a song you likely have heard, even if you don’t realize it. It’s a catchy tune that has filled the radio airwaves ever since it’s genesis in 2011. Clearly, people like it, and while I acknowledge that you can like a song for the tune, I have a hard time believing that’s the only reason people hit the play arrow.

The clear, poignant words “now you’re just somebody that I used to know” perfectly describe the words that rest on the tip of our heart’s tongue when we’ve been wronged by another. I realize this is a break-up song, but the tempting sentiment remains the same across all broken relationships.

The temptation is to “ghost” that person. Tell yourself that they mean nothing to you – that they are merely someone you used to know.

The irony is that while you’re doing that, you can’t stop thinking about that person and their action. It is here where bitterness with all its decay begins to call your heart home.

It’s a losing game, but one at which we’re all superstars.

Everyone has been “screwed over” as the song puts it – or at least feels they’ve been at one time or another. Sometimes our grievances against others are justified and sometimes they aren’t. Either way, our urge in those moments isn’t exactly forgiveness.

Forgiveness is hard. Continually passing up an opportunity to seek retribution for an offense seems unjust. Cancelling that debt is loss.

I’m convinced that genuine, heartfelt forgiveness is impossible for us to hand out until we have received it ourselves. Chances are that most people reading this have never been in prison or, more specifically, on death row. I’d like you to try and imagine you are for a moment.

Sitting in your cell, torn apart by your crime, you cross off the days until execution. As the date nears, a guard knocks at your door. He tells you that you’re free to go. As a cocktail of emotions flow through you, you question simply, “why?” The guard tells you that your charges remain, but another has offered to step in and take the punishment your actions deserved.

This is an incomplete picture of what Jesus Christ has done for us, but I hope that it serves to place that reality in practical terms. You may know Him as the leader of the Christian religion, or perhaps as a really “good” historical figure, but it’s His death on the cross and His resurrection from the dead three days later that allow us to forgive. For it is here where sinful man is offered their most desperate need – God’s forgiveness. Jesus is, in the most literal way, the substitute taking our place on death row.

Every one of us has rebelled against God. We don’t think there’s a problem with that separation until we experience a genuine taste of Godlessness. Yet it’s God’s righteous judgement that we were saved from when Jesus took his dying breath and cried out “My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?” It’s in that moment that we along with the death row inmate can say with tears, “why?”

Jesus dying on the cross is the greatest “I love you” ever spoken. His resurrection from the dead proved that justice was served and that what we had owed was paid in full.

When we see that we’ve been forgiven something infinitely greater than any wrongdoing we’ll receive on this earth, it makes real forgiveness possible. If our catastrophic sins are no longer held against us by God, how could there be any justification in holding something so comparatively insignificant against a fellow sinner?

I recognize and affirm that genuine forgiveness can occur without a reconciliation or an emotional desire. The relationship may end. But let it not be because you sought your own depraved method of justice. Let it be for the good of the other. Let it be with a heart free of bitterness, in light of the forgiveness you have received.

If you have not already considered that you need God’s forgiveness, please read Romans 3:22 & 23 below.  The greatest need of your offender is also your greatest need.

The temptation to say of someone “now you’re just somebody that I used to know” will always be appealing to our selfish hearts. Yet it is receiving God’s forgiveness and forgiving others that will set our hearts free.

Scripture References:

Romans 3:22-23 – “This righteousness is given through faith in Jesus Christ to all who believe. There is no difference between Jew and Gentile, 23 for all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God, 24 and all are justified freely by his grace through the redemption that came by Christ Jesus.”

Colossians 3:13 – “Bear with each other and forgive one another if any of you has a grievance against someone. Forgive as the Lord forgave you.”

Matthew 18:21-35 – Parable of the unmerciful servant

Matthew 6:12 – As Jesus instructed us to pray : “And forgive us our debts, as we also have forgiven our debtors.”

Matthew 6: 14-15 – “For if you forgive other people when they sin against you, your heavenly Father will also forgive you. 15 But if you do not forgive others their sins, your Father will not forgive your sins.”

John 15:13 – “Greater love has no one than this: to lay down one’s life for one’s friends.”

Ear Candy

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Sounds are everywhere.
They are uncontained, unleashed and barbaric in our world. A man drops his change and quarters spin everywhere creating a soft ping sound to be ensued with the dancing of the metal against pavement, swirling around and around. A young boy playing on his hand held device saves his progress and produces a piercing da duh ding sound (He was playing Zelda by the way…). While attempting to fall asleep, the screams of sirens fill the room preventing any slumber.
What happens when sound gets coached, though? A coach that can recognize the strengths and weaknesses of each sound and put them in the best position to succeed. Instead of heading in separate directions and every sound being a ball hog, the sounds now work together toward the same goal, relying on each other to win. Each individual sound compliments the others and builds one another up. Soon, the sounds become united and intertwined and are no longer “sound” but now music.
Music is a team sport! A very powerful one at that. God used music created by his faithful Israelite people, led by Joshua, to bring down the walls of mighty Jericho allowing repentant Rahab and her family to exit unharmed. He also spoke through David in the book of Psalms which many current day worship songs are based off of. God gave us music and song as a gift. What happened though? Was the lyrical content in Biggie’s music a gift from God? Nope. But the art of his music was, though.
There are two parts to music…Content and Art. Most of today’s culture sacrifices content in a second in order for the pleasure derived by the art of the song. You may pass by someone on the street saying to his friend, “Dude, what does that even mean?” (They’re probably listening to Rick Ross). The friend, head bouncing up and down, makes known that “I don’t care, it sounds sweet!” Liking music ONLY because of the art is comparable to liking a food ONLY for how it tastes. On the other side of the coin though, content makes music have a purpose. Listening to a song that doesn’t have a purpose (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S22FHg2WS-w) may sound good and get your adrenaline pumping, but you’re giving so much up by doing so. The songs potential is not being fulfilled. That isn’t using music for God’s glory, and it is not how he intended it.
From personal experience, there is nothing better than beautiful art with a more beautiful lyrical content describing the truth of Jesus Christ. I know every time I listen to Lecrae, Tedashii, Trip Lee or Flame (to name a few). I will be greatly encouraged by the lyrical content and the great art these guys create with God’s strength. Each message is like a sermon pointing directly to the truth laid out in the Bible with a sick beat! What is better than that if you’re into hip-hop and have accepted Jesus as your savior?? I understand not appreciating it if rap isn’t your thing but I still know many people who never liked rap before until they listened to these guys. My 60 year old mother being one of them.
I’ve heard many of my friends and peers refer to new music as “ear candy”. I’ll admit it, sometimes when word of a new album or single, my ears will “water” just as taste buds do when you walk down the candy aisle in the local grocery store. Something is different with Christ edifying music, though. Ears are not the only thing being stimulated…the mind, body and most importantly, soul are also being nurtured. Candy isn’t very sustaining, however…Maybe a better name for this truth music could be “Ear Lasagna” or something….I don’t know.